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Back is Bombastarr.
I'm back! You better have missed me, online world.The last day of one's hell week is always one of the happiest ever. Despite the uncertainty brought upon by the difficult examinations or papers, there will always be a sense of relief in the end. And right now, I'm basking myself in this relief. So.. I will not talk about academic-related stuff. I refuse to comment on my exams in fear of jinxing them or overreacting toward them. "Past is past," is my current motto after my tests. So don't ask. I suddenly remembered I don't have anything interesting going on right now other than studies. I am sooo lame. Haha. I'll blog over the weekend probably when I have more coherent things to say :P Arrivederci! :)
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Bombastarr's Guide to Finishing Senior Year
It is once again that time of the year when doors have been opened, dreams have been fulfilled, and the future has been made real: yes, it's College Entrance Exam Results month. (If you can give me a cooler name for it, that would be great :P)
Has it already been a year ago when every weekend, I would wait oh-so-patiently for the websites to load, and type my name in absolute precision, then to jump out of extreme delight five blissful minutes later because I found out I passed all the major universities I applied in? I can think of no other idiom to describe it: Time slips by so quickly. I can still almost feel the euphoria of knowing that I'm thisclose to going to college and finally living out my dream. And that euphoria extends to days, weeks, and yes even months. Unknown to many, it evolves and becomes this lame excuse to not get anything done, all because you know your future is already secure. "What's the point of studying? I already got into my dream school anyway," will surely keep ringing in your head. And trust me, if you let this little voice in your head take over, well let's just say it's not such a great idea to leave high school with failing marks.
Trust me, I know exactly how that feels. It's tempting to be all petix and relaxed this time of year, but somehow I got around it. So here are some tips that hopefully will make things a little bit easier for all you seniors out there. They may not work for you the way they did for me, but they're worth a try :)
- Make a countdown.
I swear to God, nothing motivated me more than the calendar Mikka and I made on the back of our Calculus notebooks. Just the idea of crossing out a day and taking one step closer to Graduation made me want to do better every time. It also help made me look forward to Calculus, because we made a pact to cross out a day only in Math class, so at least, I have an excuse to be excited for the period!
- Go to the website of your future school, and know more about your course.
I basically had two career choices after the results were released: Accouting/Legal Management or Creative Writing. It sparked something inside me that made me want to study more in our Accounting and English classes. I mean, just think: the next four or five years of your life will be centered on this field. And what a better timing to start than now. It may be difficult to really "love" (like Accounting), but trust me this will be like the pull that will set you flying in the next months or so. Up to now this still works for me. I chose English of course, my first love. And to some it is relatively easy (compared to say, Engineering), but every so often the idea of shifting (to Econ or BAA) would come swinging in my mind. Going to the CAL website makes me realize why I chose Creative Writing in the first place.
- Talk to your friends about the future.
Let's put behind all the drama first: you will be separated from the friends you've had since you were in diapers. I still haven't heard of barkadas with all the members going to just one school. This really is one of the saddest facts about college. But think of all the great possibilities too: you can visit each other's campuses and meet new people, venture out to new malls and tambayans (nakakasawa ang Courtyard, Paulinians. Aminin niyo na. Haha) and know your way around Metro Manila. Then, think of all your future careers. I remember our long and seemingly never-ending discussions of the future during recess and lunch: how in ten years we would all be successful and rich but still the best of friends. I would be a successful editor or columnist and corporate lawyer, Trixie would be a diplomat or ambassador, Nica would be big-time in an advertising agency, Mikka and Inna would be filthy rich engineers, Hope would be busy travelling and making the Philippines a major tourist destination, Tin would own a very successful restaurant or chain of hotels, Kassey and Kaila would be sought-after accountants and ITs. And trust me, it puts everything into a whole different perspective. It really made us want to prove our worth. Our fourth quarter grades were proof of that determination :)
- Buy a book related to your course.
Being the geek that I am, I bought one book, The Prentice Hall Guide for College Writing from Book Sale. Like the previous tips, reading it just made me want to excel more, especially in English. I mean, it would suck to get such a low grade on the subject you would major in, right? And of course, this book would be a great use in the future (it is to me now), so it won't hurt. I suggest you go buy in Book Sale or stores selling used books because they're cheaper and the selections are more diverse.
- Relish every last bit of high school.
Accept it, people, these are the last three months of high school -- ever! Don't you at least want to leave an impressive mark? Nobody wants to be known as the alumni who rocked all her years in school, but sucked big time in the last three months. It's your last time to shine, impress teachers, do good, make everything perfect. I suggest you lie low on provoking teachers or collecting reprimands, and focus more on being a really good student. At least try to make your teachers feel that they were able to mold you in some way, and that they made you a better person one way or another. After all, they did make you who you are, regardless of how much you loved or loathed them. You owe it to your school and your teachers to be at the very least, a good (not perfect) student. It's just three months to go after all, how hard would it be?
When you come right down to it, it's all just about making that extreme bliss into something positive and productive that will help you make it through the last of your senior year. But I guess the most important thing to remember is to ENJOY! I'm sure your family, friends, and teachers are all very proud of you. Brag all you want -- I really think with passing comes bragging rights, even for just a few weeks. Haha. Just make the most out of it because five months from now, you will embark on one of the most exciting adventures of your life: College.
To the future Ateneans, La Sallians, Thomasians, and of course future Iskolars ng Bayan, CONGRATULATIONS! :)
As for me, I might have to go and find a way to motivate myself to study this weekend. The coming two weeks are packed with tests -- Comm3, Socio10, and NatSci2 exams plus Ital10 orals. Good luck na laaaang sakin. My life depends on my colored index cards and pens -- I hope they will do their job in making my reviewers more interesting and exciting. :| Weber, Marx, and Durkheim, I'm all yours for the next two weeks. (Yes, this is me announcing I will be on a short hiatus) (P.S. Advanced Happy Birthday, Ayiene Silvestre! :* I am so lucky to have you as an offline and online friend. Labyu, classmate!)
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I know I still love you.
OHMYGOD. I seriously cannot wait. *hyperventilates*
I still really do love the books better than the show.
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Back is Bombastarr.
I'm back! You better have missed me, online world.The last day of one's hell week is always one of the happiest ever. Despite the uncertainty brought upon by the difficult examinations or papers, there will always be a sense of relief in the end. And right now, I'm basking myself in this relief. So.. I will not talk about academic-related stuff. I refuse to comment on my exams in fear of jinxing them or overreacting toward them. "Past is past," is my current motto after my tests. So don't ask. I suddenly remembered I don't have anything interesting going on right now other than studies. I am sooo lame. Haha. I'll blog over the weekend probably when I have more coherent things to say :P Arrivederci! :)
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Bombastarr's Guide to Finishing Senior Year
It is once again that time of the year when doors have been opened, dreams have been fulfilled, and the future has been made real: yes, it's College Entrance Exam Results month. (If you can give me a cooler name for it, that would be great :P)
Has it already been a year ago when every weekend, I would wait oh-so-patiently for the websites to load, and type my name in absolute precision, then to jump out of extreme delight five blissful minutes later because I found out I passed all the major universities I applied in? I can think of no other idiom to describe it: Time slips by so quickly. I can still almost feel the euphoria of knowing that I'm thisclose to going to college and finally living out my dream. And that euphoria extends to days, weeks, and yes even months. Unknown to many, it evolves and becomes this lame excuse to not get anything done, all because you know your future is already secure. "What's the point of studying? I already got into my dream school anyway," will surely keep ringing in your head. And trust me, if you let this little voice in your head take over, well let's just say it's not such a great idea to leave high school with failing marks.
Trust me, I know exactly how that feels. It's tempting to be all petix and relaxed this time of year, but somehow I got around it. So here are some tips that hopefully will make things a little bit easier for all you seniors out there. They may not work for you the way they did for me, but they're worth a try :)
- Make a countdown.
I swear to God, nothing motivated me more than the calendar Mikka and I made on the back of our Calculus notebooks. Just the idea of crossing out a day and taking one step closer to Graduation made me want to do better every time. It also help made me look forward to Calculus, because we made a pact to cross out a day only in Math class, so at least, I have an excuse to be excited for the period!
- Go to the website of your future school, and know more about your course.
I basically had two career choices after the results were released: Accouting/Legal Management or Creative Writing. It sparked something inside me that made me want to study more in our Accounting and English classes. I mean, just think: the next four or five years of your life will be centered on this field. And what a better timing to start than now. It may be difficult to really "love" (like Accounting), but trust me this will be like the pull that will set you flying in the next months or so. Up to now this still works for me. I chose English of course, my first love. And to some it is relatively easy (compared to say, Engineering), but every so often the idea of shifting (to Econ or BAA) would come swinging in my mind. Going to the CAL website makes me realize why I chose Creative Writing in the first place.
- Talk to your friends about the future.
Let's put behind all the drama first: you will be separated from the friends you've had since you were in diapers. I still haven't heard of barkadas with all the members going to just one school. This really is one of the saddest facts about college. But think of all the great possibilities too: you can visit each other's campuses and meet new people, venture out to new malls and tambayans (nakakasawa ang Courtyard, Paulinians. Aminin niyo na. Haha) and know your way around Metro Manila. Then, think of all your future careers. I remember our long and seemingly never-ending discussions of the future during recess and lunch: how in ten years we would all be successful and rich but still the best of friends. I would be a successful editor or columnist and corporate lawyer, Trixie would be a diplomat or ambassador, Nica would be big-time in an advertising agency, Mikka and Inna would be filthy rich engineers, Hope would be busy travelling and making the Philippines a major tourist destination, Tin would own a very successful restaurant or chain of hotels, Kassey and Kaila would be sought-after accountants and ITs. And trust me, it puts everything into a whole different perspective. It really made us want to prove our worth. Our fourth quarter grades were proof of that determination :)
- Buy a book related to your course.
Being the geek that I am, I bought one book, The Prentice Hall Guide for College Writing from Book Sale. Like the previous tips, reading it just made me want to excel more, especially in English. I mean, it would suck to get such a low grade on the subject you would major in, right? And of course, this book would be a great use in the future (it is to me now), so it won't hurt. I suggest you go buy in Book Sale or stores selling used books because they're cheaper and the selections are more diverse.
- Relish every last bit of high school.
Accept it, people, these are the last three months of high school -- ever! Don't you at least want to leave an impressive mark? Nobody wants to be known as the alumni who rocked all her years in school, but sucked big time in the last three months. It's your last time to shine, impress teachers, do good, make everything perfect. I suggest you lie low on provoking teachers or collecting reprimands, and focus more on being a really good student. At least try to make your teachers feel that they were able to mold you in some way, and that they made you a better person one way or another. After all, they did make you who you are, regardless of how much you loved or loathed them. You owe it to your school and your teachers to be at the very least, a good (not perfect) student. It's just three months to go after all, how hard would it be?
When you come right down to it, it's all just about making that extreme bliss into something positive and productive that will help you make it through the last of your senior year. But I guess the most important thing to remember is to ENJOY! I'm sure your family, friends, and teachers are all very proud of you. Brag all you want -- I really think with passing comes bragging rights, even for just a few weeks. Haha. Just make the most out of it because five months from now, you will embark on one of the most exciting adventures of your life: College.
To the future Ateneans, La Sallians, Thomasians, and of course future Iskolars ng Bayan, CONGRATULATIONS! :)
As for me, I might have to go and find a way to motivate myself to study this weekend. The coming two weeks are packed with tests -- Comm3, Socio10, and NatSci2 exams plus Ital10 orals. Good luck na laaaang sakin. My life depends on my colored index cards and pens -- I hope they will do their job in making my reviewers more interesting and exciting. :| Weber, Marx, and Durkheim, I'm all yours for the next two weeks. (Yes, this is me announcing I will be on a short hiatus) (P.S. Advanced Happy Birthday, Ayiene Silvestre! :* I am so lucky to have you as an offline and online friend. Labyu, classmate!)
________________________________________________________________
I know I still love you.
OHMYGOD. I seriously cannot wait. *hyperventilates*
I still really do love the books better than the show.
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She's a modern lover; it's an exploration, she's made of outer space
Hello, I'm Karla Bernardo. If you Google my name, you will find the Wikipedia entry of a Canadian serial-killer (and trust me, you do not want
to read about that - but I'm sure you will because now you're curious), which is why I suggest you type Bombastarr instead so you can stalk me better.
I spent eight-and-a-half years of my life in the University of the Philippines, where I graduated with degrees in Creative Writing and Juris Doctor. It is also where I learned how to speak a bit of Italian, got a taste of the best tapsilog, and took striptease for PE.
I love telling stories, as much as I enjoy finding them.
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Featured Works
Stargirl ( Cover story for Nadine Lustre, Scout, January-February 2017)
Surreal / So Real (at Scout)
Ode to a Great Love's 17-year-old Self ( Love.Life, Philippine Daily Inquirer)
Postcard from Diliman
( Youngblood, Philippine Daily Inquirer)
Writer for Philippine Law Register
A Call to Arms (January 2017)
Expecting the Expected (March 2016)
Former Writer for Stache Magazine
The Hero's Journey (June 2013)
The 8 People You Become In Your Youth (June 2013)
The Best Bad Idea That Is Argo (April 2013)
Mike Ross Remembers Everything You Don't (August 2012)
Style Between the Riffs (August 2012)
Book Lovers Never Sleep Alone (June 2012)
A Spectrum of Change (December 2011)
Digital Art (October 2011)
Elements of Style (June 2011)
In Her White Dress (All-Art April 2011 issue)
Morning After Pill ( Fervore: Literary Folio 2013, UP Portia Sorority)
How To Make a Blueberry Cheesecake ( Kalas: Kalasag Literary Folio 2011, UP College of Arts and Letters)
January 14th ( 100: The Hundreds Project, UP Writer's Club)
An Ode to The
Pillow Book (at New-Slang)
Introductions (at TeenInk)
One by One (at TeenInk)
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(I changed my form and went back to Freedback because Ask.fm's being a bitch, requiring people to sign up for accounts before asking questions. Because I love you guys, I tweaked my ask box a bit, so that the questions will now go directly to my e-mail, but I'll be posting the answers still on my Ask.fm for convenience. TL;DR - I'll still be getting your questions so no worries. You're still free to harass me / send me your love.)
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Most Frequently Asked QuestionAre you a pornstar?No, I am not a pornstar, stripper, or your friendly neighborhood call girl. It's just a fancy pseudonym with a long history, and two R's. Rawr.
Bombastarr.com
Bombastarr is my personal blog and my little corner in the Internet since 2005. Yes, I started writing here when I was 13 years old (aka when I was very angsty, hormonal, and always gushing at the littlest things) -- ergo, you'd have to forgive me if you come across an old post that reeks of immaturity and slightly unpolished grammar. I did a lot of growing up here, and from the looks of it, there's still a lot of growing up to do, so I don't think I'll be leaving this place any time soon.
The domain, Bombastarr.com, was purchased on June 2014 and
launched on July 2014, on the blog's ninth year (and fifth month, to be exact).
It's crazy to think that this blog is now thirteen years old, because (1) that seems like an eternity in internet years, and (2) that means if my blog were a kid, it's a teenager! That's insane.
Here's to more tales, explosive and otherwise.
So, why Bombastarr?
If you've been living under a rock and think I'm a threat to world peace or an object of covetousness, sorry to disappoint you, folks: it's just a fancy pseudonym.
As in most things, it started in high school. It began as a joke between me and a couple of friends during our freshman year. We were practicing for a field demonstration dance which involved the use of shawls, and being the crazy-always-trying-to-be-funny person that I was (or I always attempted to be) I started doing poses with the garment. Someone started taking my picture using my phone, and one shot looked like I was posing for those B-list movies (or should it be R-list, as in R-rated?) of the vegetable-nomenclature variety. #IKYWIM. Hence, the word, "Bombastarr." Yes, very cheeky, I know, but for a 13-year-old, it was quirky enough to figure as a username. That was 2005, right around the time I trying to decide on a URL for a new blog. It's been a lot of years since, and what started as a joke became something I've eventually embraced as an identity.
Despite the many other chances I've gotten to permanently move (to Multiply, Livejournal, Tumblr, Wordpress; to a bigger platform where I can earn or use the blog as a venue for commerce), I've come to realize that Bombastarr is something I can never truly leave behind. It is a place I've grown to appreciate and love because it is a place I can call my own. It's a venue for my rants, my views, my writing. It is home, and it is who I am.
Bombastarr is a glimpse of my life: the thoughts, ideas, and stories that shape it into what it is, and what it will still become. This journal has been with me for all my crazy, often embarrassing adventures, but I'm sure there will be more anecdotes and feelings and people to write about. Which is something I'm really looking forward to. After all, you know what they say about the greatest stories - sometimes, there's still a lot that's left unwritten.
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